2 more to go..

two more major reports to goooooooo... i'm so glad today is o-v-e-r.

everything isnt that bad afterall. huge sigh of relief. seriously. haha. totally in love with my wonderful group mates. <3

anyway. i saw my SUPER CUTE TUTOR TODAY AND HE RMB ME. HAHAHA. that took the stress and gastric pain away for a moment. lol. had a small lil chat with him. awesome. bf will just smack me. but who cares. HAHAHA. xD

skipped lect to complete assignments. guess it's ok la hor. sighh.

totally have no idea why this sem's workload so crazy! almost died from it.

anyway. on a random note. i suddenly felt amazing. like how me and bf could be tgt. cos the very first conversation that we had was during sec one. first day of sch.

*he took my personal diary and flipped open; i wrote all the hmwk and notes inside*
me: oi. dont anyhow take my things and see without my permission! *snatch back*
him: so fierce for wad *returned my diary and went back to his seat*

hahahaha. so cute right. i know. LOL.
we were pretty good friends after that. like how he wanted me to do his hmwk for him but i refused. how he wanted to copy my chinese work during sec3/4. hahaha. so playful ah.
i also rmb his pants always so droopy one.

it really didnt cross my mind before that we would be tgt someday.
and it all happened after my A lvls. which is like 2 yrs after graduation from sec sch. hahah.

of cos. lots of things happened in between. but what matters the most now is that we are tgt.
and i love the way he loves me.

ok. i need to chiong my assignments again. woke up 4am plus today. goodness. i can feel the sleepiness alrdy. gg.

Zzz

just when i get used to it, it has to start all over again.
actually, im quite sick and tired of it.

I've got work piled up to my head, all I wna do is jump into bed and wash away my troubles, with lemonade.

so much work to do. glad that the last assignment's deadline is extended. a lil breather. gona start my work after this post. sighh.

i miss my bf! its only tuesday. no sch today though. but lots of work to be done.

realised my blog posts are mostly on school and bf huh. haha.
what to do?

actually i dont have much choice.

ok. byes.

im hungry

hunger for smiles and happiness

friday. so what?

finally it's friday.. supposed to be a happy day today.

i was happy when i woke up this morning. was.

was looking forward to everything today.
but realised it's so tough to be happy now.

totally hate this feeling.

those days..

today's thursday! indeed, when things hit rock bottom, the only way that's left to go is up. everything is getting better. although my assignments are still ard, but i guess i'll get them all done somehow. (:

one of the best things that i like to do is to think back those sweet days before and after bf and i got tgt. haha. and i like to talk to him abt it too. i told him those are my fave stories now. haha. no more snow white and the seven dwarfs or cinderella. haha.

hmm.. i like how we chatted on msn before we got tgt. i like to see u talk to me first the moment u went online. i like how u sms me. how u called and talked to me. how u asked me out for dinner. how u asked me out for movies. i rmb how i waited for u to knock off, and u were delayed for more than an hr and i waited at the mrt station alone for soooooo long. i didnt blame u at all at the point in time. of cos if it happens now instead, u will be dead. lol.

i rmb hw u grabbed my hands when we watched 'drag me to hell'. i rmb the time when we took a long bus ride home from dhoby. how u offered me ur jacket cos i was feeling cold on the bus. how u took the trouble to call people u know and asked them where else can i buy my shoe when the shop doesnt have my size anymore. how u took the train ride all the way to marina bay just to wait for me while i'm at the barrage having fun with my friends.

i also rmb the night when we watched 'ghost of girlfriends' past' we sat at the wrong seats; we sat on the couple seats instead of our actual ones, which were the non couple seats. we were alrdy late for that show and were caught right in the middle of the row so we couldnt change our seats. luckily no one booked those seats.

those were the days before we got tgt. haha.
and of cos. how can i forget the day we got tgt. the day when we watched transformers tgt with ur colleague. (:

and how u asked if u could hold my hand. the first hug u gave me outside my house. the first kiss on my forehead. the first time u met my parents during the bbq; exactly one mth after we got tgt. haha. how u celebrated my 19th birthday. hw u came over to my place just to see me for a sec and left for sch. how u appeared and surprised me outside my place. how u rushed over in the middle of the night after our huge quarrel, thinking that i want to end this wonderful r/s. and how u hugged me tightly after that.

how u bought me a super duper huge stitch just because of a stupid comment that i made. saying 'how come that girl has a stitch that's bigger than mine?" and u went to buy a super huge one when i didnt notice. haha.

how can i forget the day we went USS? i've been dying to go there. haha. we went there and it's one of my happiest memories of us now. all the rides, how u whispered ilu during that roller coaster ride. the photos. everything.

there are definitely more things that we've been thru. thinking back those days made me smile without myself realising. haha.
u are the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me.
i hope our r/s will get stronger and sweeter as the days pass, and not duller instead.
i love u



*burst bubble* ok. back to work.
*GROANS*

crazy week

so far this week isnt an awesome one.

have been doing the wrong readings for my tut for the past few days. just when i thought today would be better, i realised that it's only tuesday, and bf might not be able to book out cos' he got guard duty. my heart sank. sigh. what else to look forward to this week? hmm. maybe i can look forward to my assignments huh.

I have a really nice friend since secondary sch. He knows me inside out; knows how i feel, knows whats on my mind, asks me how am i when he sees my emo fb statuses. He also knows im unhappy or moodless from the way i phrase my sms-es. He's there to knock some sense into me when i'm down. Nvr tired of listening to my complains. He's there when bf isnt ard. I really really really appreciate his presence and i feel lucky to have such a friend in my life.

i know bf will be reading this. I purposely typed all these down cos' i feel that he has the right to know..
i guess this is smth that's tough for me to say it in his face. so i typed here instead.

hello dearest bf, i still love u ok. like super duper uber aloooooooooooooooooooot. i just want to let u know that i've this wonderful friend too. NTH ELSE. and he's just a really good friend to me. just that its a he. he's like a second sista. thats all.

loving u always

it's thursday!

thought of posting one post before i start my work. haha. almost fell asleep on the sofa after my zinger burger just now. lol.

school ends early today. it's like the earliest of the week. 2pm. reached hm close to 4. ate. slack awhile and here i am! luckily didnt fall asleep. or else my plan sure gone case again. lol.

i intend to slp before 11pm everyday! then wakes up early to get things started. healthy lifestyle. hahaha. so far ok la.. lastest 11.30. teehee! better than the past alrdy. earliest time i used to slp was at 12am. haha.

next few weeks will be madness. deadlines. ASSignments. essays (even has 'ASS' in it. just the opposite way of spelling it. haha). gosh! i feel suffocated on the thought of it alrdy! tsk. :( x infinity.

bf gets to book out early tmr! but i'll still be in sch.. till 4pm. -.- YAWNS.

i feel so lazy now. o-m-g...........
ok la. i dont knw what to type next alrdy. soon enuf, sunday will be here. no this time even faster. cos bf needs to book in on saturday. sucks.
everything will just start all over again.

lalalala.
i love my friends.
they keep me going
<3

end of recess weeeeek

recess week just ended like one day ago. went to sch ytd and i had 6 hrs of break. but it's pretty well-spent i would say. did some work, chatted with friends, had lunch and all. haha. great day in school. surprisingly, i didnt feel sleepy during my 4-6pm lect when i woke up at 5.30am ytd. hahaa. proud of myself. *wide grin*

today's my free day, i planned to wake up at 7.45am so that i can start revising early but in the end i overslept. so lousy. :(

decided to blog smth before starting my revision proper. maybe i shld skip lunch later to save time. lol.

it's only tuesday! three more days before baby book out. I've to focus on my sch work for the time being. :(
so many things to do and i feel like puking the moment i sat infront of my desk. readings and ASSignments. ROAR!

sighh.. sucks whn i needed someone but bf's not ard. i feel so whatever now. haha. I'm so afraid that someday, when i really get used to it, i dont need ur presence anymore. bt i doubt that will happen. haha. I shld stop revolving my life ard u so that i'll be happier.

and sleepy spells stuck me again. its only 10.30am now. lol.

saw this really awesome quote on tumblr. not that i have one but my friend has it. haha.
'if she makes u smile and makes u think twice, hold on to her and never let go."
SO SWEET RIGHT! i know. hahaha. it's a bit gendered la. cos they used "she". hahaa. nvm. whatever. i dont know what m i talking abt also.

i feel like going to USS again. super fun there. i can really not think of anything and just have fun. i guess that experience is engrained in my head. and heart.

ok. i need to find my brain and start working again.

byes.