sighh. so what?

just leave me alone to drown in my thoughts and unhappiness.

making simple things complicated.
making easy stuffs tough.
making happy moments unhappy.

sometimes, i just feel that nobody understands me.
of cos i dont blame anybody fr that. cos i couldnt understand myself at times too.
nobody understands the fear in me. i admit that sometimes instead of solving the problem, all i did was to hide under my blanket and let my tears flow. then i'll fall asleep after that. staying away from everything for awhile. i really dont know what's next.

somebody to guide and lead the way? please?