crazy week

so far this week isnt an awesome one.

have been doing the wrong readings for my tut for the past few days. just when i thought today would be better, i realised that it's only tuesday, and bf might not be able to book out cos' he got guard duty. my heart sank. sigh. what else to look forward to this week? hmm. maybe i can look forward to my assignments huh.

I have a really nice friend since secondary sch. He knows me inside out; knows how i feel, knows whats on my mind, asks me how am i when he sees my emo fb statuses. He also knows im unhappy or moodless from the way i phrase my sms-es. He's there to knock some sense into me when i'm down. Nvr tired of listening to my complains. He's there when bf isnt ard. I really really really appreciate his presence and i feel lucky to have such a friend in my life.

i know bf will be reading this. I purposely typed all these down cos' i feel that he has the right to know..
i guess this is smth that's tough for me to say it in his face. so i typed here instead.

hello dearest bf, i still love u ok. like super duper uber aloooooooooooooooooooot. i just want to let u know that i've this wonderful friend too. NTH ELSE. and he's just a really good friend to me. just that its a he. he's like a second sista. thats all.

loving u always