why am i feeling this way

first week of school finally ended. haha. now i really get the TGIF 'feel'. hahaha. this week has been a reaaaaaaaaaaaly draggy and long one. i dont know why but this week really felt exceptionally wols. :(
anyway, it's over. haha. hmm. first week of sch just passed. went for all the lect of my mods. hmm.. i've to say, the aura of level 3000 mods' are really different. lol. i think i might just get lost in the middle of it. luckily i've my friends with me. haha. get them to bring me back. lol.

my new yr resolution is to be consistent with my readings and revision right. ok. so far. i've failed to do so. :(
its not my fault ok! every mod is as though we are only taking that mod for the whole sem! workload like crazy. they say workload per day 2hrs. i've 5 mods. then what?! one day 10 hrs? no need eat, shit, go sch, slp? i've my social life also k. roar. (wait. or is that two hrs per week. hmm.. LOL. i dont think so ah. uni where got so good life)

k. anyway. im really really really trying very hard to get everything on track. i'll pack my desk to make it super condusive and motivating. i'll clear my past sem notes to make space for this sem's notes. :D then my engine will start running. :D

hmm. these few days isnt a good one. i dont know why am i feeling this way. it reallly suck. hah. nvm. i survived thru it. bubbles accompanied me ytd. super adorable. haha. i also uds how it felt like to have a doggy ard to accompany u when u are alone and sad. haha. only saw it on tv in the past. now i really get to experience it.

ok. this week is an emo week! hopefully next week would be many many many times better.

there are lots of things that're not within my control, lots of things which i dont have the power/ability to change. i can only sit and wait and try my best to see what happen next.

nite world. sweetest dreams to all of u.