baby realise i have been blogging

its sunday again! and the cycle repeats itself. sigh.. but im glad now its waaaaaaaaay better. at least i dont have to wait for 14 days!! max 5 days. (:

every bookout day is like so precious. cannot afford to quarrel.

hopefully i can get to meet bf soooon. like really soon. haha. its almost a month since he enlisted. time flies. and sch's reopening soon too. sians.

but one of my new yr resolution this year is to be consistent with my studies. haha. bf in camp i must study and read up my notes everyday. everything will just get tougher and tougher, just like bf's progressive training. haha. but i kinda look forward a lil. cos i think it'll be a busy and fruitful sem.

but till now i couldnt decide on what elective. :( this sucks. ROAR.

sigh.. just now bf book in i have lots of things goin on in my head for a moment. so whole night a bit stone and emo. like having no idea what's next. haha. weakling.
i guess when sch starts, all will just get better. (:

webcaming and chatting with marla now. at least it get things off my head for awhile.

and bf just told me he reads my blog. i got a shock. i thought this would be a place for me to whine and complain and express myself without anyone knowing. haha. but he said i can just express and treat him as invisible. cos' he wanna know what im thinking thru this blog when i dont wanna tell him. haha. ok, i know u will be reading this somehow. u are being missed dearly. like now. <3

i want to be happier, healthier, stronger in 2011.
im pretty sleepy now. and bf will be waking up in 4 hrs time. shall meet him in lalaland soon.