misses

i'm missing my bf likeeeeeeeeeee what. :(
just now chatted with him. can feel that he's really tired and things are tough in there. sigh. i just want to see him quickly. :'(

somehow the chat today isnt as happy as the past few days. silence filled up most of the gaps. i dont know what the heck is going thru my mind. after we hanged up. i miss him like mad. :'(

what to do? i can only wait. 23rd. one more week. half way thru alrdy. somehow. i dont feel like going out? but at the same time staying at home doesnt help either. this sucks. :( but i'm glad that at least sweet is back from japan tmr. i cant wait for this week to be over quickly. then im just left with 4 days before i get to see him again.

i need to pass ch some stuff. but cant seem to find the time. sigh.

ok. i really miss him a lot. but i got to be strong. and get used to it.
at least a good news to be happy abt: my fever is completely gone.

i want to be in his arms again. so much. sigh...