wo hao lei :(

so many stuffs unsettled. so many things to print. to read. and my timetable really suck. i couldnt get the tutorial slots that i wanted. i quarreled with baby today. i dont know why. but i just refused to reply his sms-es. i know he cares.

school tmr. and somehow the lecturers are making me dislike the modules that i'm really interested in. tsk. what's happening. sigh.
textbooks not complete. readings too much to print. overloaded with unread readings and for goodness. it's only week 2. how am i going to survive the rest of the semester.
was as stress during JC time. the only difference? Im much happier. and it makes a lot of difference. I miss my old self. what went wrong? :(


i need u now.
i need a huge hug.
:'(
so tired. mentally.

sch reopens

Cant believe im in yr 2 alrdy. tsk. one more yr to graduation!! or if my results are gooood enough. i may consider the honours track. :D

sigh.. three months of hol just ended in a flash. and my first week of sch ended as well. this coming week is the second one. i think i need some time to get back to the momentum of studyig after three months of holiday. readings are alrdy piling up like what. and it's just the first week. sigh. and i dont have the motivation to read any of those although i kinda told myself that study and tuition wil be my main focus when sch reopens. :(


how ah.. how to get myself started and back on track. procrastination is always inevitable. the thief of time. sigh. feel so sian now. and i felt super uneasy when i woke up today. dont know why either. my cough is killing me. been here for a weeeek and still refused to leave. argh!

my timetable for this sem suck. go to sch for one lesson. not much of a free day. TSK. rahh. hate this sem. i feel quite messed up. things aint really that organised. so many things on my mind now. maybe i shld go for a walk to sort of my thoughts-- school. relationship.motivation.

august isnt a good month. hurry shoooo.
i need to focus. sigh.

so many unsaid thoughts. so many fears. so many uncertainties and insecurities.

"Try". im so addicted to this song.