miss my bf

All of a sudden, i miss baby again. :(

I think it's the time of the day. night time liao. so emo thoughts start to flood my mind.. Just had dinner. suddenly didnt want to do any more work. maybe i shld rest. had been facing my netbook since morning. gross..

but i wanna complete as much as i can too. ASSignments and readings. i've been focusing a lot on my ASSignments and not readings. haha. prioritizeeeeeeeeeee.. :D

i feel like reading my reading now. maybe i shld read them before this once in a blue moon feeling leaves. haha.

it rained just now. and it made me wonder how's baby in that ulu forest with all the insects and trees. hopefully he's doing awesome. i bet he'll stink when he books out. dont know if he gets to bathe before book out not. haha.

wednesday's ending!!!!!!!! It's gona be thursday in a few hours time. maybe i shld slp now. so thursday comes faster. hahahaha. i think i better get going with my work again. like complete even more ASSignments instead. yawns!

another freaking gay 5% ASSignment to hand in. *grumble grumble grumble*
i cant bear to turn to my noticeboard and see the ASSignments staring right into my face. so intimidating. :(

not much revision done so far.. more of project stuffs. ROAR

hopefully im doing the right thing.
k byes.

research research research...

Helloooo. it's recess week this week! tonnes of things to clear and do! 10 assignments, more than half is essay-based! omg. kill my pls. :(

complain complain complain.. as if work would be done by just complaining. haha.
been doing quite a lot of research since.. monday? cant rmb. the assignments just suck. 5% only. dont know why i spend so much time on it. TSK.

anyway, im a good girl for the past few days. just doing my work and focusing. teehee. i think im over the ns-nonsense-distraction alrdy. hahaha. yeah-ness!

ok. i need to get back to my work. senseless post here
its wednesday alrdy! woohoo! friday is just the day after tmr. muhaha. in the meantime, i'll make good use of this time to get as many things done as possible!

GO ME!
^^

:(

tiring weekend. as though everything was just a dream. nightmare. :(

after this week is my recess week. a week of intensive mugging. hopefully it'll be.
bf will be having his fieldcamp. which means he wont be calling for 5 days. no doses of his voice. :(
NS is really testing our r/s. it has been 2 months plus alrdy. i'm still not getting totally used to it. haha. no mood most of the time. i really need to foooooooooooooooooooocus. gosh. every sunday i'll startin looking forward to friday alrdy. attend lectures and tutorials for the sake of attending. new yr resolution of being consistent with my work fail badly. haha.

bf got me a digital camera that i wanted since long time ago! such a lovely bf i have. always getting me the things that i wanted but didnt want to splurge on. <3

went to the hairdresser today. that idiotic guy ruined my hair. GRRRR. dont wanna go into it. im gona boycott that salon. >=\

sigh. missing my boy now. chat time every night isnt enough. bookout days are nvr enuf either. in fact, i doubt forever is enuf too.

life isnt as enjoyable after u entered ns.
nobody said this would be easy.
but i didnt expect it to be this tough either.
sighh.

life goes on.
im super hungry now
gona wait for my dinner to be back
after food would be reading time.
gross..